Im sooo sorry ppl for not updating. I really cant say that I have a real excuse other than iam lazy and dont go online alot. its hard sometimes, all I wanna do is chill out, and veg in front of the tv. I know sad. but its the truth.

Anyway enough about that. my life latlaey has had its ups and downs. I have been realy busy with alot of things. work takes alot out of me. and than I go to the gym, come home , eat, sometimes I watch a movie, sometimes I just watch tv, than on tues I go to youth. and that sums up my week. I can trully say that I love going to youth. it brings joy to my heart that I get to be with a bunch of teenagers and they like hanging out with me. wow. They make me feel young, even though I look young, i feel younger.. its crazy, but true. God has taught me alot working with them. And I wouldnt want to change it.

Sooo yeah my life has been changing ever soo slowly, I am meeting new ppl, gettting to know them bit by bit. Iam trying to be less shy and more outgoing, but its really hard. God has to push me, and sometimes I dont want to be pushed. but its always a good excperince when I do. anyway I have a plan to get my licence this year.. bfr my birthday. sooo i can finally have one of those goals done with. I gotta do it or ill go crazy. anyway what more can I say, other than chat with yall later..