Well, i guess i could call it "im soo vain", but its all about the ear rings.. they are soo kewl. i dont look half bad in that pic either.. I think. I usaully hate being photographed, but not sooo much any more. ive had dreams of being a model, or someone with les curves, but God made me who iam and iam not going to complaine and say he made some sort of mistake. I just got my eye brows done, in this pic. I love it when i can do that. it builds up my confidence. although today someone said that aperantly I look tooo young to drive..ha ha on them. if they only knew. it made mee smile,, and think that maybe its how I dress that makes them think that.. or maybe ive been watching too much TLC's "What not to wear". who knows. anyway daalings, my laundry is calling.. chow

Im sooo sorry ppl for not updating. I really cant say that I have a real excuse other than iam lazy and dont go online alot. its hard sometimes, all I wanna do is chill out, and veg in front of the tv. I know sad. but its the truth.

Anyway enough about that. my life latlaey has had its ups and downs. I have been realy busy with alot of things. work takes alot out of me. and than I go to the gym, come home , eat, sometimes I watch a movie, sometimes I just watch tv, than on tues I go to youth. and that sums up my week. I can trully say that I love going to youth. it brings joy to my heart that I get to be with a bunch of teenagers and they like hanging out with me. wow. They make me feel young, even though I look young, i feel younger.. its crazy, but true. God has taught me alot working with them. And I wouldnt want to change it.

Sooo yeah my life has been changing ever soo slowly, I am meeting new ppl, gettting to know them bit by bit. Iam trying to be less shy and more outgoing, but its really hard. God has to push me, and sometimes I dont want to be pushed. but its always a good excperince when I do. anyway I have a plan to get my licence this year.. bfr my birthday. sooo i can finally have one of those goals done with. I gotta do it or ill go crazy. anyway what more can I say, other than chat with yall later..